I love your smile.

Sat Dec 17, 01:30:00 AM
just a girl said…
Mo — It’s strange isn’t it…what small experiences and our minds can do to our spirits. I find that the more creative people are much more inclined to this sort of sadness…

And depending on the situation, you can be completely filled with sadness – as was the case with me – leaving me lethargic & crying for absolutely no reason, none… I didn’t understand it, and I still sort of don’t, but I’m dealing, slowly, slowly, slowly, and at least the sadness is nearly gone. There was what felt like a pit in my stomach for the past maybe month, just completely filled with this emptiness and I had to remind myself to breathe.

I don’t know, I guess the bottom line is that even when people we love and cherish die, we eventually move on; and so the solace in that is our minds are capable of immense things. And regardless of what the trauma / tragedy is that brings on the sadness and want for isolation, it too eventually becomes a memory…hopefully, even a good one.

I love your smile too, darlin’

m xo

Sat Dec 17, 09:56:00 AM
just a girl said…
leaving me lethargic & crying for absolutely no reason, none…

Actually…that’s not quite true. I knew exactly why I was crying. I think it’s more clear to write: I couldn’t stop crying, no matter what I did. I just couldn’t stop, and I would start crying at the strangest moments. But, I knew exactly why I was crying; there was a definite cause.

& yes…thank God for girlfriends. Thank GOD for ‘em.
m xo

Sat Dec 17, 10:02:00 AM
Lisa said…
Awww, *huggles* girl. Been there too. I describe it as ‘someone hip-chucked my aura’.
Friends, chocolate, flannel jammies, and trashy B movies help…and making funny faces at yourself in the mirror.
Sorry you had to wade through the sludge for a month or so. Let me know next time. I’ll lend you my hip-waders.
L

Sun Jan 01, 12:16:00 PM